hey my friend i just wanted you to know that i listened to your entire story and i am truly sorry i havent been here for you. 


i am sure i told you once that i have ptsd too... and you are right, the wounds heal but the scars never fade. i am struggling with my problems now.. my ptsd problems occured, this month, 20 years ago. i have finally gotten to a place where i can talk about it. finally i am healing... but it has never been harder.  i am remembering all the things that i suppressed.. everything that was so overwhelming that i locked it away... and it really hurts. 

from me to you, i understand what it is like to be treated that way and i am so so sorry you had to go through that. you are a wonderful person and have always been a good friend... i hope i was as good to you as you have been to me. and know that if you need to talk, i am a note away